誰にも分からない苦しみ
--- Myself, Still Alive I am alive, yet somehow it does not quite feel real. I think that is where my illness lives. I walked away from my job without notice. As a working adult, I did something I should never have done, and my heart aches. But still, please, I wish someone would notice the things I was quietly trying so hard to do. That hidden wish inside me. Without anyone noticing, I go on living as someone seen only as thoughtless, irresponsible, and foolish. The pain of that is something surely only God can understand. ---
